In the most basic terms, we as a generation have become so definitive on what I would call a new creative era. This new creative era has brought music to please, art to satisfy, and dances to whoa. Many of these new trends and styles are the result of a pretentious idea. When a person attempts to impress by affecting with more talent or effort than there is to begin with, it’s a hit or miss. It’s worthy of a video, some type of recognition, a masterpiece. But there are also those who fail; they get criticized and pressured and threatened and, in the end, are held mentally captive for lacking that last bit of originality that gets the people going. In good hands, they are safe to try again, But it is these ideas of going out on a limb that get us to where we are today: a constantly changing society in a sprinting pace. No looking back, just trying to impress.
Water takes the shape
of all that it surrounds
These rivers in your mouth
Oh how they poured out
We live in a place where
The sea is dark
So caught up
In the midst of everything
Hold it in
They wouldn’t let you out of the crowd
Those streets tore your innocence down
I’m sick and tired
I begged for the world to change
Just know that its not all you and that’s the thing
Hold it in
They come at you from both sides of your mind
Thick and thin
These walls you’ll stand behind
You hold yourself like a trophy
Keeping them pleased
Of all you’ll ever be
I watched the world burn
Along with the people who abused it
Everything conspires but no
You refused it
I watched the heads turn
A million eyes and a center
You thought mimicking actions was for the better
Skipping and laughing
Don’t take it so seriously
The days go by slower
When you’re pressured without ease
If I get loud
Just quiet me down
Because in the end
It’s you who missed out
On natural happiness
These thoughts, crystallized
I implore you to say it isn’t right
The world is full of surprises. Every turn I take holds a different experience, some breathtaking in the most uplifting way, some disappointing. As I have matured, I have come to realize that people put a toll on me. I have a certain distaste for insincere people, and with that, I have found it hard to open myself up. Like the world, people are full of surprises, full of disappointment. I have been pressured to follow the crowd. I have been critiqued for acting differently, but were we not taught to be original? I think one of the biggest problems we have as a society is that we fail to realize that being original is an accomplishing attribute in itself.
Love. It brings out the best (and the worst) in those who have it. Love can make you feel like you have the world, and make you feel like you’ve hit rock bottom. You establish relationships with girlfriends/boyfriends, friends, family, etc. Love is not always going to be kissing at the top of the ferris wheel, but it’s the feeling that you’ve finally gotten comfortable enough to let someone walk through your metaphorical wall and pour your heart out to them. Some of the strongest love can make you wish you’d found this road earlier. Love is an emotion experienced by the many and enjoyed by the few. It’s definitely a feeling of extremes, which isn’t for everyone. You have to love. You have to feel. It is the reason you are here on Earth. To risk yourself.
Time progresses, I grow older; I appreciate the little things. With the little things, comes a feeling of bliss for the larger things. I seem to rely on smaller things like others’ actions and reactions to give me happiness and sadness. I’ve also grown to appreciate the privileges I’ve been given and the things people have done for me. Education is one of those privileges I’m beyond blessed to have. The fact that adults have the patience and will to put up with a bunch of adolescents is what amazes me most. It’s not easy to believe my teachers spend most of their days assisting teenagers—the most stubborn, opinionated beings on the face of this earth. In places around the world, like parts of Africa and the Middle East, education is not a part of their daily routine, nor is it mandatory.
Being educated means an individual is pushing themselves to thrive in the real world. When I realize that I’m on the road to success by staying in school and trying my best, I know not everyone in the world gets an equal opportunity. To me, receiving an education is always going to be one of the privileges I’ve been born into. If I maintain a goal and a mindset, I can achieve anything. I’ve always considered an education to be one of the most important things a person can endure. Suffer now and live the rest of your life as a champion. Those who don’t realize the importance of school and the benefits that can come with an education obviously don’t know what kind of issues they’ll be going facing in the years to come. Those who lack an education bring us down as a society; as a whole. If society had an overall GPA, those who lack an education bring our GPA down, decimal point by decimal point. Some choose not to be educated for personal reasons, and others feel it’s just not an obligation. Those who can’t persevere try to ride on the backs of others. They want the easy way out. Education isn’t easy, it never will be. I’m paving my future. Time progresses, I grow older; I appreciate education.
Control. Something everyone wants, but can’t have. People want to be in first place, they want to know what it feels like to dictate someone else’s actions beside themselves. Control doesn’t always mean power, though. Control can contradict itself and run your authority underground. It can ruin your personality and change your perspective on life itself. Control leads to corruption, but it can also lead to happiness. Something everyone wants, but can’t have.
It’s December. Christmas is 12 days away and now is the time to show love to the most important people in your life; friends, family, your partner, pets, and whoever else deserves warmth this holiday season. After Christmas comes the New Year, which means celebration and another opportunity to tell others how much you really appreciate their existence. With these occasions, we can also put our issues aside and focus on pure happiness. We can move from our past and focus on improving ourselves. Renewal is crucial for self satisfaction and a positive outlook on the days to come. No one is perfect, so starting fresh is something every person can do.